Today was really hard. I spent it alone and plans I had fell through. My train tomorrow got cancelled but thankfully my sister helped me get a new ticket for wednesday. I think if I didn’t end up going I would have lost it. I already cried when I thought I wasn’t going.
And I miss J. I was doing so well, barely thinking about it, and now I’m all fucked up over it all again. Argh.
I painted. Did laundry. I should have cleaned more but I’m in pain from my bruised rib.
I am sad today.
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